Feel lk crying man :( ....this is the first time i feel so so so distapointed man i can"t belive tat he could actually say tat he don even noe wat i treat him as ....when i heard tat me was so shock i noe sometimes i am realli realli veri bad i have been too much le but i am realli onli jk but i realli don noe this could realli make so unhappi until he told tell me this....after i hang my phone the first things i do is to call min and i realli don belive lor i realli cry le i noe tat crying will not cure anything but i realli feel lk crying....feeling soooooo low... i realli can"t belive tat sometime i feel myself lk a bitch doing things to make him unhappi and say those words to me serves me rite lah.....haixxxxxxxxxxx write until i also wan cry le.... i realli realli realli love him alot alot but i can"t belive he could realli say tat to me but i don blame him at all cause i noe this time i am realli too much le.....realli veri veri sorri i now juz saying sorri does not mean anything but no matter wat juz wan to say sorri.... maybe this is all my fault ba...who can lend me a shoulder to cry,i am feeling so tired how much i wish i could take a rest................btw don worry so much after u have read my blog cause all this is not yr fault and i will nv ever blame u de.....and i will be fine de.......ok!!! Don feel lk writng le ... so bb....

I am sorri......realli sorri